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Do You Want To See Me Fuck Myself?

Watch me as I explore myself and enjoy the view

MentalDessert
3 min readAug 27, 2022
Photo by Taras Chernus on Unsplash

I want to touch myself when I get home. Wine warms my body and my senses. I haven’t felt open to touching myself and actually feeling what I’m doing. I’m aware of my bra barely continuing my tits from exploding out of the lace. I feel the thick cotton against the tops of them that brace against the restriction. I know what it feels like to give in and I haven’t spoken that language to myself in a long time.

Have you ever fucked yourself quick? Fast, hard, dirty, a fuck that helps lull you back to sleep or leave your body a base of twitching nerves? That fuck that relives your anxiety, speaks a language to your body to let go, but not slow?

I undress quick, bra tossed to the side. It’s lace edges that cup outside the cups to give an edge of straps that barely contain the flesh. I know this body but I don’t know it. I’ve allowed it to be known outside me, by his grab of my hips, dragging me back, delivering me to him.

I haven’t delivered this to myself. Burrowed my fingers in my sex to feel its wetness. To feel the moistness and how receptive it is to me delving deeper. I wonder how I’m still wet after wine. Alcohol can cause me to lose the softness, moistness, undertow warmth of what’s inside me.

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MentalDessert
MentalDessert

Written by MentalDessert

I'm unapologetically me with a hard edged view of life. I love to travel and have crazy amounts of fun spaced between quiet moments.

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