Own Me Completely

“I want to make you feel good in ways you can’t even imagine.”

“The scars on my back are from when I was in the war. Someone blew a bomb and the scrap metal cut through me.”

It’s like he read my mind, and I pause briefly with my work. I suck in my breath and I want to touch the scars softly. Like a lover that realizes this body they desired has such a history under their skin.

“I like your eyes. You know mine actually change color with my mood and whatever shirt I wear.”

He stares at my face fully. Like he’s meant to do for a long time but he’s reframed from it. Or, maybe I just didn’t allow him in case he saw something terrible in their hazel depths.

“With you making me feel good I want to do the same to you,” he says.

He stares at me in a way that has taken on a deeply turned on edge. I know that I’ve stepped over a line for us that was clearly marked do not cross without consequences. He runs his fingers through my hair and I close my eyes. He pulls my hair and I let out a gasp.

“I’m going to kiss your neck.”

He informs me, and my body abides to his command. His lips find my neck and my controlling side kicks in. I squeal and try to pull against his hold. He holds me fast as his lips find my heated skin and he kisses me gently.

“You’ve never had anyone focus on you before, have you? You’ve never had a man just want you to feel good, have you?”

“Not really, I guess,” I admit.

My face heats up in that familiarly frustrating sensation of embarrassment. He touches my bare shoulders and his fingers run through my hair again. There’s the unmistakably hot sensation of him pulling my hair again to do what he wants with my head. My neck is pulled close to his lips and he continues kissing the skin.

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I'm unapologetically me with a hard edged view of life. I love to travel and have crazy amounts of fun spaced between quiet moments.

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MentalDessert

I'm unapologetically me with a hard edged view of life. I love to travel and have crazy amounts of fun spaced between quiet moments.